AJam25

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I'm sick of screw ups. I'm sick of being judged. I'm sick of having to choose between neglect and abuse. I'm sick of my family. I'm sick of my friends. I'm sick of being different. I'm sick of listening. I'm sick of silently screaming. I'm sick of failure. I'm sick of being morbid. I'm sick of succeeding. I'm sick of staying silent. I'm sick of everything I see and hear. I'm sick of the pain. I'm sick of being wrong. I'm sick of being right. I'm just sick.

Your Love Not Enough by MelodyOfTheMoon6, literature

About AJam25

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

July 25
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I'm your average laid-back, calm girl. Nuff said ;)

Favourite Visual Artist

Giotto, Vincent van Gogh, Edvard Munch, Raphael, Pablo Picasso..ect.

Favourite Movies

Takers, Push, Taken, Eagle Eye, Paranormal Activity

Favourite TV Shows

Law and Order SVU, Snapped, Jersey Shore, Criminal Minds

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Two Door Cinema Club, Drake, Paramore, Miguel, Mac Miller, The Fray

Favourite Books

Project 17, The Quad, How to Say "goodbye" in Robot, Stay, What My Mother Doesn't Know

Favourite Writers

C.G. Watson, S.E. Hinton, Natalie Standiford

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AJam25

Jan 16, 2012

Phospholipid Feel ^~^

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I have never felt so tired. I don't even know what I'm tired from. I sleep the whole weekend and wake up even more tired. What is this? I used to wake up everyday at 7am as soon as I opened my eyes..just to be happy. Now I feel like I need to sleep four extra hours, and what happens? I wake up feeling bad about myself. Winter has come and has brought me down even more. No sun, no grass, just wind. Chicago wind. And everyone is bitter. I miss the South. I miss my mom, and my bed. Home sick. Maybe I just need to go home, for good this time. And never even think about coming back here, to the wind. Start over, where I'm supposed to be. But may

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AJam25

Jan 12, 2012

Jealousy is the Worst Feeling

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AJam25

Oct 30, 2011

Take the Hint

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Up close and Personal: I am not used to guys chasing after me, Carrying my backpack if it looks heavy, Walking me to class, Asking for my locker combination, Kissing me on the cheek five times a day, Texting me every period, Reaching for my hand after a hug, Leaving me long voice messages (really?), Staring at me when I actually notice it. I am definitely not used to asking for some space. I am not used to avoiding people. I don't want this. I am not used to breaking hearts. Are relationships always like this? I am better off chasing.